Woke up around 6 to pray. Slept again and woke up around 1+.
It wasn't until around 3 when my mum left the house. Went to pray after that. All of a sudden... The Dodo Girl calls! And she's got piano exam! Haha, oh man, I'm so glad I don't have all that. Exams just make me fail. I never study. That's how I really examine myself. I guess? Haha, oh what do I know.
Poor Dodo Girl. 7th grade... man I don't understand how you piano players work. I hear Dotty Girl's having her grade 8 (omfg) exam this Friday, wish her the best! So we spoke until about 4:15 before she had to leave for the exam. Oh wells, I wish her the best!
I think after the exam, Dodo Girl tells me that she couldn't get studio bookings in school. Oh no! I'm worried I can't get em! What do I do? Relax. Wait. Go to school one day and check out the schedule, there's bound to be time available for me and Adam. I really need that EP out! By hook or by crook, it's to be done by the holidays.
Went to jam with Youthwreck later. Man oh man, Fadil's new bike rocks! Even a lovely ang moh lady said, "Wow.. That's a nice bike.." and I'm like, "Haha, thanks!" When it's not even mine! Hahaha! Oh well, can't blame a guy acting on instinct. Or you could, I don't know. Haha!
Mee kuah at this place around Bugis, ROCKS! I swear, the next time I'm there, it's that or nothing else. Well not nothing else, I am still an Indian.
Got back home, mum is really irritating. Asking me when I go home, and acting like a bitch all the time. Oh well, can't blame her. It's my fault really. 17 year old boy dealing with pressure and life. What's a right way to get out of these? I don't think there is a right way.
Aw man, opened my Word, and checked out some files of the past. I really wish I could go back and undo all the shit I got myself into. Like Double Yellow Line Girl.. oh man, wish I hadn't done something stupid like that! Wish I didn't feel the way I felt about "Vince".. He's sucha good guy, and she's suchan angel.
And with Dotty Girl. Oh man, the first conversation really ripped me. I didn't dare go read the others I'd saved. Maybe I'll read them another day. I know I just have to. It's the only way to come out alive and kicking. Stronger, that is.
My question is, is it good to look back? Or is it plain stupid to hurt yourself. My real me says, it's good to look back and then think ahead; what should you do, what should you not do. My other me says, the past is only gonna hurt you and hinder your movement. So, move on while you can.
I miss you guys. I wish I hadn't opened my stupid mouth. But the only thing to do now is to carry on... As if nothing really matters.