Argh..
Bleah..
I dunno la.. I am just very confused.. Do I release it during the gig or not? Do I get that pedal? Do I pay in full for the studio? Argh!
I feel stupid, man.. Didn't do any work. Kena fuck by lecturer.. I am guilty of not doing work.. What's wrong with me? I'm not even studying.. So what's the point of me being in school?
Pay money, then don't study. What's the point right? Bleah..
Nevermind.. Let's take it slowly.. I'm sure I can figure something out to piece myself back together.. I can't let this go on.. It's just stupid.. Very fucking stupid..
My internet is down.. So here I am, in DVPT class.. I keep thinking about re-doing my mtv.. but I have not set foot on doing so.. Isn't that just nice? No, that's very stupid.
So, one lesson learnt.. Try not to be stupid..
Because being stupid is infectious.. Just is.. Isn't that the name of Mustaine's son?
I need to get Foo Fighters' albums. One more time for the last time.
My oh my.. Gig is coming up and we still have not practised thoroughly.. The guitar parts have not been laid down completely.. Will we survive the show? I hope that we will.. but we all know that hoping can't bring anything.. Maybe it could.. we never know..
I feel bad about my guitarist. Stupid army. Don't worry bro.. you're not silenced.. It's just that I've been so caught up with the arrangement of the songs until I've forgotten about the greater parts of my bandmates.. Don't worry, I've figured things out.. We'll play the show and make sure we have ALOT of fun!
Mixing of the EP is on tuesday. Which is tomorrow. I somehow don't feel like going to work. I've taken a week off from work. I think maybe Rifai getting bored of me. Haha.. eh how come I laugh? I dunno.. nevermind.. Life goes on..
I hope deep inside that Rifai would take off from Fish and Co so that I could work with one of my closer peers, naming Fadil. We both are just so fucking broke!
When you're in a home where money is a crucial issue, you somehow feel what its like to pay bills.. or in other words, to let go of your hard earned money..
And it sucks to have your internet down! It's like you can't live! Like only ah.. but yeah, it's very sucky..
Bleah..
I'm gonna end with a : OH MY GOD!