Year 1 of school has come to an end. Hope I graduate to Year 2 in one piece.
The Crossroads concert was probably one highpoint in my life. I enjoyed the stage sound, but I have yet to hear how the house sounded like, however I'm sure it was really great. Adam Shah beb! Haha..
It was my first time being an MC. Mel and Carm did a great job, because I was there to just say, yeah, alright, let's go, uh huh... wow, Ross was right, I do only say those things.. ah well.. Haha.. I was very very nervous!! Ah well..
To me, the one item that stood out was Esther singing Angel. My friends even said that too. I didn't even have to ask them. Or did I? Oh well whatever it is, we loved it.
I loves The Mars Volta, Adam, Bonk and Arif pulled it off GREAT! Damn shameful sia, they were playing it like how the real guys would and I down there singing like dunno what.. haha.. I went back home to look up youtube to hear what Cedric sounds like when he talks and I thought he sounded like Edward Norton.
And the RATM one was just as great, cuz there was sorta an encore thing going on and Nic suggested we do Cowboys From Hell... I'm very sorry if I didn't pull off that song and do it justice!! It's NEVER easy to play metal, especially Pantera..
Finally the 'Without You' song was the one I loved the most. Because it meant so very much..
DMAT rocks I guess.
On a different topic, Jolene taught me about the ninjas and samurais. Whatever that she told me, can put chun chun sui sui into a situation I know of right now. A very close friend of mine called me up (which woke me up) and damn man, whoever the person is who did all those things.. I pity you..
You don't even know what you want from yourself. You don't know what you want from whatever it is that you do. You have no direction. You don't even have a map in your life I bet. All that matters to you is that you HAVE to look like the good and the right one. Nobody's always good and nobody's always right. If you are ashamed to take blame, why do it in the first place?
And also, if you keep storing all that anger inside of you, where is it gonna go? To the nearest person? Wrong answer. You should have placed them to the people who have the RIGHT to hear your anger because it is about THEM, not you.
So do you come up from people's backs and bring them down, or do you come right up to the people and show yourself? I don't want to think lesser of you. But I define you by your actions, and it's really sad. You're probably losing more than you are winning, have you thought of that? If you haven't, please please please think about it!
If you have, well then I must say congratulations for ending your short-termed dream.
P.S. If you ever fuck me, I'm fucking you to your death. Have a pleasant day.