I miss my younger brother.. He's in Sarawak..
Past few weeks have been quite heavy. Goodness, I feel shitty about not going to school. But I guess there are alot of things in life that have to be prioritized. I don't know what to think. Seriously. I'm really blurred by so many things that have been happening these past few weeks. Work aside, my family has become very important to me. Yeah, I used to ditch them and like go straight to my room. Really not giving a shit about them. But as of late, I feel I'm in the deepest debt ever. It's quick how a rusty needle and a concussive fall can make you change your mind about the family you leave behind for the past 7 years. Yes 7 years, after a dreadful period in 2000, I decided that life is no longer the same without a strong figure. Like, damn you damn everyone. I couldn't trust anyone. God, I just can't on my 2 feet since that day. Things are gaining speed, and I can barely breathe. Feel like I'm caught in suspension.
Hehe, just a little insert of a song.
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