Damn you if you feel the same way. You made my neck prickle, how dare you!
Anyway.. Damn you, Raj, do not tempt me to re-start the band again. And damn you, Elffie, for bringing back After You and Table back into my life. I dunno how fucking long it's been since I heard those songs and you and Arron just had to bring it back. But, by the way, I really really loved it.. You see, it's even weird to say something so simple like that.. haha, but I guess right now after typing all that out, I really can't give a fuck.
In my heart, the only band I die to see living is B-Quartet. But deep down, really really deep down in the bowels of my very very old computer, lies all and I mean ALL the songs I've written for Page and only a damn handful has been played, let alone how little has been performed.
Yes, I do feel that justice has not been made to Page. God, I feel like a bitch! Fuck. But one of the happiest days in Page was when I was at a petrol station, and Elffie calls to play a song he just wrote. Even through the phone and all the noisy crap on the road outside, the melody really just shone. I was like, "God, man! When are we doing this?!"
But we never did.
If you were in my shoes, you'd feel like Charlie Brown.
Thanks, Linus.